I love the way your brain processes information

Music: "날 따라 해봐요" - 2NE1
Drama: "Baker King Kim Tak Gu" - Episode 16

Everyone went back to college, even my last couple of friends who were still here left me :-(, no fair! So I continued my search for the perfect university to transfer to, of course Rice is still at the top of my list but...I wanted to find another college that was A. Not as expensive, B. Still has Korean as a major and I can get my BA in it C. In a city that I would actually like to live in.

So i found two, what I'm noticing as I'm actually looking up schools is that there are not many schools with a major/BA degree in Korean -__-, and my mom said that Korean wasn't an important language. I was like WHOA! Really, what a warped way of thinking? My argument was that how would we, America, know anything about any other country if we hadn't learned their language to communicate with them efficiently? How can a language not be important if everyone doesn't speak that language? It baffles me how my mother thinks sometimes. But back to the two schools I found, the University of Hawaii at Manoa, and New York University. Patterns I'm seeing are the schools with a major in Korean have Korean communities within that state or area of that state. So then it becomes easier to learn a language because you have someone, a native speaker other than your instructor, to converse with. I've noticed that by having Korean friends I've picked up on the language way faster and better than if i didn't have them. School is still at the top of my list of things to accomplish because I refuse to just get an AA and then sit around, UGH! lol
So Tavvon and I invaded Sonic on thursday before he left <3. I saw Alex, my love, from Panera bread, who might I add grew a beard and is the manager of Sonic. Can I just say Alex used to be a hot head and I'm surprised he chose to be a manager. Ok back to Sonic, so Tavvon copied off of me and we both got Conies, can i say how unnatural they are? They are hotdogs that are like 6 feet long =-O Yeah crazy sauce.

Tavvon! Who drives funny! Not fast, not slow, just funny! lol We went in a circle before we actually got to Sonic, he waited til after we passed the turn we actually had to make before he asked which way it was lol I <3 him lots, we bonded like glue and paper ^_^

This is the coney, I put EVERYTHING! on mine, I usually don't eat heart-attacks but desperate times call for desperate measures lol It was stuck to the paper they put it in and i got it all over myself as i ate! Ugh we also had a Lemon-Berry slushie and a Pineapple Sundae X_X Did I say heart-attack 

SONIC! This is the second sonic in Maryland, the only one still open in Maryland, and the second one I've been to since the one I went to in Texas :-)

Yes Sonic was crazysauce.
Ok so me and my dad were talking about religion, because in Sociology a girl said religion is bogus because people believe in the immaculate conception which is impossible. And I asked my dad how'd he would answer that. And he said I'd say, "You believe in a lot of things that are impossible..." Or not tangible. Such as why hasn't any living astronaut walked on the moon? Its funny how man has walked on the moon, yet no one living has actually walked on the moon, or is it that no one has ever walked on the moon? Or what about the planets, how come you can't see them? Why don't we  go to the strongest magnifying telescope and you point out where the planets are. What's funny is that people always rag on people who accept religion because it's not tangible, yet 90% of what scientist tell you is also not tangible yet since it's drilled into your head through school you believe it. I've never believed in the planets and that man has walked on the moon. Until I experience it or see it with my own eyes it's not true. God I have seen with my eyes, because I have faith, but whatever you don't have faith in isn't real right? So for the record, I don't believe in the big bang theory, i don't believe in aliens, there is no such thing as spirits that hurt you, voodoo is for the believer, and magic doesn't exist. Yes my honest opinions, take it or leave it, talk to me about it, I'll make you question what you believe as well :-)
Mori Girl X Etsy: OMO! You know how much I love japanese fashion and etsy continues to feed this addiction ugh lol

My latest love comes in at $75.00, why does no one want me to buy their clothing? But it's a kimono shaped, asymmetrical shirt/dress, now I know mori is usually lighter as in creams, whites, and golds, but darker mori seems like it could be so pretty. This kimono has flowers in it, and could be worn with a pair of pants or a skirt, I'll buy it and make it work!

Dolly Kei X Etsy: So I'm starting another segment I know lol But I like Dolly Kei, I love the rich colors and mixing of patterns. And this next dress is perfect for Dolly, the silhouette is what Dolly Kei wearers look for most often. 

This dress is GORGEOUS! It is $46.00 which is steep but meh. It's a vintage dres and is about knee length, which means I'll probably wear a petticoat with it or a black skirt. But this I can SO! make work, HURRY PAYCHECK!!!!

Now i'm off to do the homework I got on the computer to ACTUALLY do! 

Destroy, Rebuild, Love

Music: "Destroy Everything You Touch" - Ladytron


Today has been a chill yet fantastic day...I finally got hired! And can pay off my debts and get a new camera because I've been craving one SO BAD, a SLR camera at that, I must like being broke!
First, I went to buy my books for this semester, which was icky cause they were crazy expensive :-( And then me and Curtis came up with this idea to sell people seeds to grow money trees, and in the night we'll sneak to their houses and tape one dollar bills to the tree and make them believe they have a money tree. So we'll charge people like bunchies of money for a seed (they only get one) for the trees and then put a few dollar bills on the trees lol And this in turn will gain us much much monies! But you can't tell anyone what you're reading here because then people will know the scheme and then we're DOOMED!
Second, I went to lunch with my Sliver aka Sylvia Arinze whom I have some of the best conversations with, even after being apart for so long she still unequivocally gets me, its weird yet refreshing at the same time. We went to the Flying Avocado where we had delicious meatless food which filled us both, and then we, laughed at how addicted humans are to meat, yet they don't really pay attention to what's actually going into their food. But I know change scares people, I on the other hand accept, and embrace change. Change is uncomfortable but its necessary. We then went to Bear's Den where I had one of my microdermals removed, I cried, I'm a sissy I don't care. It was infected and rejecting like no bodies business...ugh! I'm really sad that it had to be removed, I was like WHY!!! But now I feel empty, like a limb has been removed, I'll miss it, but will also replace it again!
Third, I came home to a job! YES LORD! My patience and perseverance has paid off in so many ways I'm loving life right now. Orientation and training is next Tuesday and I shall embrace this job and love life and be happy! EEK! way excited yes I am!!!


So I'm not sure how to address this, but my paper bag face must be made, and I must ward off these  hounds who insist on liking me. It's killing me, everyone wants to be liked by guys, I want to be liked by one guy, whom I know can love and care for me as I need. And I want to say if you don't feel like thats you then leave me alone, thats mean, I know. But letting people down easy doesn't work. you have to hurt someone's feelings for them to get it. This stubbornness reminds me of myself, you how you set your sights on something and until you know for complete sure you can't have it you won't give it up...crazy, but true. I just wanted to be loved as a friend before someone proposes to love me as more. Unconditional love is rarely found in humans and often found in animals, yes humans are animals, but i mean household animals i.e dogs and cats. And well i need unconditional love because I'm a fairly unconditional soul and you can't deal if you're expecting me to be a void filler or some kind of life changer. Relationships are overly complicated and it kills me, but mixing personalities is a skill few learn, even fewer master, and even even fewer accept. It's me isn't it haha it's both of us, if you really look at it though...But who am I to claim to know anything? Who am I to say you can't like me? For all either of us know you could be my prince charming, but don't suffocate me, don't make me like you...in turn this will push me away and make me dislike you. Weird for a girl who is rarely in relationships, I know so much, I wish for so much as far as mine and other peoples relationships are concerned, yet I'm afraid to open myself up. I know the weight of the world is not on my shoulders but I also know that pining for a relationship you aren't meant you have is unhappiness at it's  best. Meh...


Mori Girl X Esty!
OMO! That site is going to be the death of me, everything is so beautiful, and handmade! AHH!!! I think each day I add at least 3 things to my favorites and like a million stores to my favorites! horrible! after this first check, and I pay off my debts I plan to get at least one of these treasures I've found....

1. Ok so this is a super cute headband for $14.00 is fine, it's made from felt, in fall colors, and made in the shape of flowers and a leaf. This nature stuff is amazing! I'm loving it ALOT! lol

2. These oxfords are darling! And I found a super cute dress to match them eek!!! These have been sold WAH! But I like the grey color and I adore the small wedge heel, I think thats what ultimately attracted me to the shoe!

3. Look at this comb! the lady that makes these uses recycled fabrics which I love, its $4.00, also sold, but she makes these combs in every color, I want one! real bad!!! ^.^

...Destroy everything you touch today, Destroy me this way, Anything that may desert you, So it cannot hurt you, Do not know what you steal