New and Improved

Music: "Marvelous Things" - Eisley
My first post!
So today was so eventful...ugh!
Why is college so expensive? Why can't I be rewarded with free education because I am committed, because I am smart? It bothers me ever so much that I cannot go to college for free...that education in other countries with economies smaller than that of United States get free education. At this time, this moment, Iam considering going into the military, ME, the military, blasphemy!
Haha I  don't feel cut out for it but at the same time, even with the money my parents make, even after being an only child, I cannot go to college. Why is continuing to grow mentally not free? It is weird to me that no one in America is for a socialist government, but everyone in America is for spending money unnecesarrily. But who am I that I would even dare to think college is free? Who am I to dare to think that life is fair? Who am i to think that I am worth the thousands and  thousands college cost?
I AM KELITAH! And i am strong and I am beautiful, and I refuse to allow anyone to stifle my dreams, crush my ambitions and erode my memories. I say refuse!
If there is one thing that I am learning, here and now in this moment, is to be patient. Is for me to sit back, relax and wait. Because trying to make change causes things to work out wrong, but causing changes causes things to take their course, whether it be smooth or rapid. I am HERE, I am ready, willing and able to become great, to change the world...I just need a little more education, which I shall be quiet, and wait for. Patience.
And so thats why/how the military became a chose of mine, because money doesn't grow on trees, it doesn't rain from the sky, and magic tricks don't make it appear. I need patience because in my mind now I see what I want my future to look like and rushing won't help me get there, and being impatient won't make me feel any better.

My new obsession is mori girl X etsy, lol. They steal my time, so with each of my posts I will post my favorite of the day, which will most likely relate to mori girl, and be of course from etsy.

Why must you be so pretty, oh dress you! This dress is $63 a little steep for me, but the detail and color, marvelous for me ^.^ It's a blush color, it is hand painted, it is knee length, it is beautiful!
When I finally have this thing we call money, I shall contemplate more my possible purchase.

Now I shall sleep, dream of beautiful things...
...oh lying in the sun, everyday feeling all of the magic, life and the wonder...